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Post by dirtygirldiva on Feb 20, 2009 4:18:58 GMT
awwww so cute...
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Post by dirtygirldiva on Feb 20, 2009 4:24:09 GMT
I just made a new banner see.....  |
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Post by tipou on Feb 20, 2009 4:27:22 GMT
talk about cute... i love your banner!!!
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Post by dirtygirldiva on Feb 20, 2009 5:05:38 GMT
tank u
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Post by GreenEyesToo on Feb 20, 2009 5:26:58 GMT
Nice one. DGD!
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Post by dirtygirldiva on Feb 20, 2009 6:04:47 GMT
tis my league in the pic...lol
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Post by catdishy on Feb 20, 2009 7:03:12 GMT
Are you 028?
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Post by rueful on Feb 20, 2009 12:51:18 GMT
Hey, Tip, I'm so happy you might get to spend some time with Danny this weekend. It's great to "see" you so excited. Now we won't be surprised if you're quiet this weekend, but check in with us when you come up for air!
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Post by Vittoria on Feb 20, 2009 18:37:36 GMT
vittoria, people just dont care. i cannot beleive how many people act as if they were alone in the world, and then look absolutely aghast when they bump inot other people, as if they were not supposed to be there. Well summed up, Tip! Btw, have a great weekend with Danny! Nice banner DGD! I just woke up not long ago (around 9am ish) after a good long sleep. Watched EH three times last night plus a show called "The Science of Kissing" which was very interesting stuff. Great combination of shows for a very comfortable sleep, which beats the hell out of the weird nightmares I have been having as of late. Well, TBH, I did have one weird nightmare, but I won the battle in the end.  Usually, in my harsh dreams, I am given some sort of challenge or series of challenges. I get battle dreams wherein I have to outwit an opponent whom is usally hell-bent on killing me in some gruesome manner... or I get flying challenges wherein there are really low electrical lines I have to avoid so I don't get electrocuted (failed during my nap time and got zapped)... or I'm trying to find some place and doing a lousy job of it on my own and then given bad directions so I'm going around as if in a maze until it finally dawns on me that everything looks the same over and over again and I'd best find my way to someone who can give me good directions. The risk is high that I will die in some way during my dreams- and yet survive. Over the years since my teen years, I have had gasoline poured on me and set on fire, been shot, been stabbed, electrocuted, fell a great distance, been beheaded... and usually I feel whatever is happening to me. I either wake up or keep on sleeping and get a new challenge. I just had a really difficult one yesterday afternoon during my nap. It started out wherein I was all tied up, so I screamed out, "Why am I in restraints?". Then, I noticed a man holding a bloody butcher knife not far from me, so I had to somehow untie myself and get past psycho dude. I managed that somehow and ended up before yet another threatening foe. I woke up totally freaked out as it was one thing right after another non-stop. It seems that is how my dreams have been going lately. I never know what is going to happen when I fall asleep. When I had just woke up today, I realized I wasn't as freaked out as I had been during that nap even though there were some really gross parts involving dangerous foes. So, it seems I am finally just looking at it all as one big challenge like I'm in challenge school or something rather than nightmares. It all very much reminds me of about a decade ago when I was being trained during sleep in use of spiritual weapons as I was just about to begin an odd sort of work during my sleep time- that of transporting souls from one area to another. That was work I did for a few years. As I have said elsewhere here, my spiritual workings and quest has been my life devotion since I was 15. Religious training started at age 18. Yeah, I'm weird! Have you all figured that out yet? |
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Post by dirtygirldiva on Feb 20, 2009 21:16:29 GMT
Oh no no...not 028...that's Ridin Dirty. It's funny cuz at practice if we are both there...they have to call her Dirty and me Diva....so we don't get confused... No I'm a ref....here is a pic of me before one of our last bouts... farm4.static.flickr.com/3086/3093067247_17ca29e7d5_o.jpgI just want work to be done already |
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Post by rueful on Feb 21, 2009 6:32:23 GMT
I have many unpleasant, recurring dreams. (But not so extreme as yours. Beheadings? Goodness gracious!) I can remember once "solving" a problem in a recurring dream, and waking to think maybe I'd never have that dream again. No such luck, but if I could get to the point you seem to be at, of thinking of my dream problems as just challenges, I'd be very content.
Why do you think we get along so well?
Great action shot, DGD!
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Post by Vittoria on Feb 21, 2009 18:08:54 GMT
I said:
Rueful said:
If you are having a recurring dream, pay close attention to all the details and what the symbolism means to you. Your subconscious is trying to tell you something that it can't get through to you in waking hours. Now, if you were having astral journeys in your sleep my advice would be different as that is more complex and from my experience I would have to say that they do not generally repeat.
I said:
Rueful said:
;D
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Post by pitzel on Feb 21, 2009 19:12:44 GMT
I just made a new banner see..... Great Banner DGD But is Grissom forgotten? Pitzel |
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Post by Vittoria on Feb 21, 2009 20:06:50 GMT
LJ does not work for me. I find this board to be more interactive, fun and interesting, so I hope you all indulge me in my long posts now and again. I feel very much at home here and that is a rare thing for me on message boards. Thanks to all of you for your hospitality and tolerance of differences. I hope you know just how special this place and all of you are! ~hugs to all~ Well, I just finished my laundry and I'm settling down to my fourth mug of coffee. I'm listening to Epochate as usual and smoking too much- as usual. The latter two being what keeps me sane these days.... if one can call this sanity. I just spent most of yesterday afternoon and evening in meditation, contemplation, energy working exercises and just spending time to listen to that inner voice that is my deepest self, working out where to go in my workings and quest next. I realized that most of my training is over. Nearly 30 years of it is enough methinks. The only training I will be doing now is what I learn from action. Now I have to focus on using what I have learned. No more organized religion. No more spirituality, religion or Martial Arts classes. No more bizarre astral journies in my sleep for battle training. I either take all the lessons I have learned while awake and while asleep and use them to complete tasks or I fail miserably. I either have what it takes to survive, or I don't. Dealing with physical changes due to physical "disabilities" has been very distracting. Now that I am retraining my body (now that I have adjusted to the changes), I can focus again. Religion has been very distracting over the past few years also. I realized that I functioned in the past (prior distractions) on a spiritual level far better outside of any organization. Since my "gifts" have been rather turned off, tuned down or asleep over the past few years, I have decided to reawaken them which is no easy task. For example, last night I found my energy flow was getting stuck in spots, so I had to use what I learned in Taoist technique to unclog the flow. Without proper flow, what I am able to do with it is limited to nil. What I am able to say here may be limited as you all would probably not believe it even though I am honest to a fault. Those in the past whom have not understood, including spiritually gifted people with lesser ability, have deemed me to be a complete nutter. I wish that were true. Just give me some pretty little pills and send me off someplace to do basket weaving rather than deal with what I have seen and done spiritually over the past almost three decades. The fact of the matter is that most people do not want to know what is going on if they can't see it, feel it, etc. Spiritual reality scares the living crap out of some people... and then there are those who can't understand that there is a balance between the spiritual and scientific. In the past, I had been taken during sleep to some bloody god-aweful places. Sometimes, I went because someone needed help and I couldn't just stand by and do nothing. Sometimes, I was "sent"- literally taken to wherever I was needed without my saying it was cool by me beforehand. Sometimes the toll upon me is great. Whatever affects a person during astral travel in sleep can physically manifest. For a few months after one of my successful operations, two of my friends who understood what happened (one of them had astral travelled with me and had the same side-effect but not as extreme), helped me get around outside as I couldn't see in the sunlight whatsoever. My eyes had been burned by being in a very fiery region. I was about 99% blind while outside and had to be led by my friends. Because of the toll this sort of work takes, and other types of work I have been called upon to spiritually do and was successful, I just made up my mind last night. I took a stand. Since I have been used in both the side of Light and the side of Darkness- for lack of better terms- I made a proclamation to both sides. "From now on, I am an independent contractor. If anyone wants me to do anything, make your offer of a reward of payment. If I do not agree with the job according to my conscience (since I am the human factor here), I will not do it regardless of reward offered. And if you all all don't like it, f*** you all." Really, this could be in the rants and raves section, because I am p****d off, man. I am fed up. Because who pays for it in the end besides the people affected? I do! Can you imagine how it feels for a compassionate person to successfully work what people might think of as very dark... all because the Almighty won't get His precious hands dirty? And am I the only one here? No. I have met other people who have been trained in various ways for certain tasks. My so-called gifts began to manifest during early childhood. Can you imagine how terrifying it all was?.. Like... "Holy crap! What did I just do?.. I didn't did I?... Nah.. can't be..... Oh S**t." Then, there's the sanity vs insanity question.... "Am I going completely nuts?"... and then going to a psych ward and actually being kicked out because I didn't need to be there. It has taken years to understand what has happened and why. So, I just decided this is now my full-time job. If anyone here wonders what I do when I'm not typing bizarre stuff or silly stuff here, now you know. If anyone has any questions which seem totally bizarre, go ahead and ask me- via pm if you like. Just be prepared because if I know the answer, I will be totally honest and you might not be happy with what you "hear". |
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Post by tipou on Feb 21, 2009 21:37:22 GMT
LJ does not work for me. I find this board to be more interactive, fun and interesting, so I hope you all indulge me in my long posts now and again. I feel very much at home here and that is a rare thing for me on message boards. Thanks to all of you for your hospitality and tolerance of differences. I hope you know just how special this place and all of you are! ~hugs to all~ of course, we know how dear we are and we hug ourselves accordingly. oh, and we hug you back too.  please don't apologize for writing long posts, because if you do i will have to apologize too, and then we will be buried in guilt. and i dont intent to stop writing long posts anyway (it's not meant to be a threat) so why should you? btw, i've pm'd you. XXXXX |
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